Winter conflict

Warning: Personal entry with no particular content. Don’t waste your time on this.

Winter months

 Pictures from my Instagram.  Summary.

Another winter has come and gone. Just a snap, and time flew past as I stood there, watching.

In that few months I see those around me gradually finding their way.
One found love.
One made a home.
One travelled.
One blessed with a son.
One lost.
One troubled.

I watched, I felt, I saw.  Always, with conflicting emotions.
Happiness. Envy. Regrets. Confusion. Musings. What ifs. Why nots.
Tears and fears. Battle of will.

Stand still. Hide, smile, strong. Routine.

I’m afraid.

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There have been so many difficult decisions I had to make recently. Things I couldn’t stop thinking about. Perhaps some of you may scoff at a young girl’s doubtful priorities, and I do admit, I have often been accused of overthinking things. Than again, I suppose that’s the privilage of one so ‘lucky’ as me.

Sarcasm really doesn’t go across as well in text, does it? :/

Ps. Cryptic? Not really. Those who matter, knows. If not? Ask.

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